have so many things to say. let's start with work..

work have been okay~ not as enjoyable as last time cause the people who i'm comfortable are all gone. not gone gone, but either change shift or change department. yea~ but that's what work is all about, not a place for you to get comfortable with and stuffs. but still i'll feel sad, i feel as if i'm working all alone. in actual fact i am cause..... 0.0 cant be bothered to say~ stupid stuffs.

but since the start of this week have been getting better. a collegue change to the same shift as me and i'm quite enjoying it. she's a weaker on who needs more attention at work. and i tend to have a weak spot for weaker people. i enjoy teaching her and stuffs. but i hope it wont reach my limit and i end up scolding her. that'll be bad~

oh oh. and just as i thought. the 2 new 17year old little singaporean girl quit their course just yeaterday. small girls who cant take hard jobs like this. terrible~ just knew they wont stay long on the first day they came. haha.

am clearing leave next week and have already mainly planned on what i'll do. mainly going out with parents for CNY shopping. out with lover!!!! (been sooo super long). and of course going to fetch baby after work for the first time. he's so excited about it. HAHA! like small kid.

oh oh~ i cant meet norasmalina cause she's schooling and examing that few days. sad~ :(

now about something that i just wanna shout out. i feel that gaming stands a much bigger place compaired to me in he's life. he's always saying i'm his everything, yes i'm his everything but gaming is his EVERYTHING. 0.0

it's been so long, have i not gotten used to it? hai~ what can i say. have told him many times how i felt and he say he'll try to not make me feel that way and will put in more effort to understand my feeling. but i don see him doing anything. oh well~

and it's been twice that i wanted to give him a surprise but both times ended up in a mess that i'm crying. so stupid of me~

okay. don wanna talk about that any more.

saw norasmalina today at amk just now. hehe. hugged her and was so happy! hehe!.

okay bye~ :D