Pride

Human pride is the source of all downfall.

Prideful even towards the God who gave you your very life. Who seeks nothing more from you that to have a close relation with you. Yet your pride had to come in the way of His great love for you. Such lonely human, so deprived of love, yet still holding a strong front as if nothing's wrong.

Pride made you build walls around yourself, not willing to let anyone see your weakness or your past mistakes. Like a porcupine, fending off everyone even those who are genuine to you, who wants to help you out of your darkness.

Doesn't matter if your darkness is too much for another to handle. What matters is you're not facing it alone. Why can't you just let your pride down and let people in to help you, or at least let God's love fill you.

Pride. It's all that you've got. Pointless energy spent on building that.