无奈 无奈 无奈 无奈 无奈～！！！！！！

宁愿弄我生气，让我伤心，跟我悔约，也要跟朋友出去。谢谢你！

have so many things to say. let's start with work..

work have been okay~ not as enjoyable as last time cause the people who i'm comfortable are all gone. not gone gone, but either change shift or change department. yea~ but that's what work is all about, not a place for you to get comfortable with and stuffs. but still i'll feel sad, i feel as if i'm working all alone. in actual fact i am cause..... 0.0 cant be bothered to say~ stupid stuffs.

but since the start of this week have been getting better. a collegue change to the same shift as me and i'm quite enjoying it. she's a weaker on who needs more attention at work. and i tend to have a weak spot for weaker people. i enjoy teaching her and stuffs. but i hope it wont reach my limit and i end up scolding her. that'll be bad~

oh oh. and just as i thought. the 2 new 17year old little singaporean girl quit their course just yeaterday. small girls who cant take hard jobs like this. terrible~ just knew they wont stay long on the first day they came. haha.

am clearing leave next week and have already mainly planned on what i'll do. mainly going out with parents for CNY shopping. out with lover!!!! (been sooo super long). and of course going to fetch baby after work for the first time. he's so excited about it. HAHA! like small kid.

oh oh~ i cant meet norasmalina cause she's schooling and examing that few days. sad~ :(

now about something that i just wanna shout out. i feel that gaming stands a much bigger place compaired to me in he's life. he's always saying i'm his everything, yes i'm his everything but gaming is his EVERYTHING. 0.0

it's been so long, have i not gotten used to it? hai~ what can i say. have told him many times how i felt and he say he'll try to not make me feel that way and will put in more effort to understand my feeling. but i don see him doing anything. oh well~

and it's been twice that i wanted to give him a surprise but both times ended up in a mess that i'm crying. so stupid of me~

okay. don wanna talk about that any more.

saw norasmalina today at amk just now. hehe. hugged her and was so happy! hehe!.

okay bye~ :D

盧廣仲快閃GOGO舞教學

am in love with this song now. my new song to challenge to sing! HEHE!

雨爱 （‘海派甜心’片尾曲）- 杨丞琳



窗外的天气
就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清

离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love

窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

冷冷的空气很窒息
我无法呼吸
一万颗雨滴的距离
很彻底让爱消失无息

离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love

久违的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽