今天肚子痛痛痛～ MC 在家休息！睡得真饱！呵呵！

double standards, bring personal emotion to deal with people, 狗眼看人低, full of shit it's all FUCK KITCHEN!

such things as cancle AWS? puting your own thoughts onto other people, it's not what you think okay! RUBBISH!

Carrie Underwood - There's A Place For Us - Narnia Soundtrack

Carrie Underwood - There's A Place For Us

There's a place out there for us,
more than just a prayer or anything you've ever dreamed of.
So if you feel like giving up cause you don't fit in down here,
fear is crashing in, close your eyes and take my hand.

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe.
It's written in the stars that shine above,
a world where you and I belong,
where faith and love will keep us strong,
exactly who we are is just enough there's a place for us,
there's a place for us.

When the water meets the sky,
where your heart is free and hope comes back to life,
when these broken hands are whole again,
well will find what we've been waiting for,
we were made for so much more

So hold on, now hold on, there's a place for us

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe.
It's written in the stars that shine above,
a world where you and I belong,
where faith and love will keep us strong,
exactly who we are is just enough there's a place for us,
there's a place for us.

watched harry potter at last! (: and B didn't sleep at all through out and he even said it was not bad! HAHAHA! oh oh, and if i'm not wrong, i saw 3 monks watching harry potter too! HAHA! monks now a days are also so catching up with everything. LOL!

starting morning shift tml for the whole of dec. hope work and everything goes well!

dear Lord please tell me what your plans are for me.

很快的今年只剩一个多月就过了一年了。明年本人21岁了，是该开始起步新的路程了。我已经是大概决定该改变的事了～希望事情都能照我和鸿昌心想的顺利的进行。但当然不要忘记所有都是以上帝时间的安排。

老爸说明年我能和鸿昌和我们的朋友一起去云顶玩几天，希望真的能实现。明年也会有打算一家人算出国旅行。但是现在有些问起浮现，不知会怎么办。但真的希望上帝能为我们做最好的打算让我们大家能有个机会一起出国放松放松一下。

一切的一切就只能恒妾的祷告，让上帝带领我们吧！

烦烦烦烦烦！！！！讨厌讨厌讨厌讨厌讨厌！！！！

所发生的种种事情我谁都不能讲，谁都不能给我诉苦。只能在夜里一个人像上帝诉苦着泪流满面的睡着。我现在生活过得很不好很幸苦，一切都得自己承担自己抗，太多事情没人明白没人了解。重点是，不可以说。

因为一些事的发生，给我觉得自己好蠢，好讨厌那时感情化的选择。但是因为模些自己的原因，以现在目前的状况我无法放弃。

家里，感情，工作，都是此刻我感到无形的压力的原因。有谁能来和我交换一天的生活吗？我好想和所有人，事，物都隔离几天给我休息喘口气。我真的好累好累好累。。。。。什么都不可以说，否则后果非常难堪。。

-让爱传出去-

爱是看不见的语言
爱是摸不到的感觉
爱是我们小小的心愿
希望你平安快乐永远

爱是仰着头的喜悦
爱是说不出的感谢
爱是每天都付出一点点
双手合十不在乎考验

让爱传出去 它像阳光温暖我和你
不管有多遥远 总有到的那一天
让爱传出去 那前方漫漫人生路
有你的祝福 没有过不去的苦

life is getting so rubbish now. everyone and everything is full of rubbish and "bullshit" like someone whom i know loves using. (such crude words!) we are human who have feelings you know. and the 3rd party listening usually knows the best.

i just don understand why even after so many years someone still likes to force their point of view into other people's brain. like how some people thinks that i hava a bad attitude of answering her and then she answer back rudely because i did it first. and then going to report to my boyfriend about my bad doings. and in the end he come and scold me just because of what she says! wth la~

she always thinks that other people is speaking with attitude to her and i seriousely cannot take it la! the worst thing is she ALWAYS NEVER FAIL to complain to my boyfriend during work when i'm not around about my "bad" doings which is practically her own stupid misunderstanding which i can't be bothered about her.

her attitude is no where good either. FULL OF RUBBISH! really cannot take it la! damn irritaing about her. make me wanna curse and swear at her.

and then at work already like battle field must watch out of sudden bombing or sudden change of wether to thumder storm. then come home continue ah whatever la. super irritated about everything. then the stupid boyfriend everything also my fault when people not .......ah F*** la. can't be botherd to type anymore.

in a very bad mood now!

"It makes no sense without even knowing, I’m seeing only you.

Even though I try to hate you, thought I try so hard I just can’t hide it.

I shouldn’t, but I keep wanting. Should I tell you I’ve fallen for you?

Even when I dream it’s only you. I know it makes no sense but I love you."

我不是你的宠物，不是你的狗，更加不是你的玩偶！我是不会对你妥协的无理女王！

a friend on facebook posted this and i found it so true! for thoes who are not familiar with ALL the disney princess' story, i don think you'll really know why~

"Cinderella walked on broken glass.

Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.

Belle fell in love with a hideous beast,

Jasmine married a common thief.

Ariel walked on land for love and life,

Snow White barely escaped a knife.

It was all about blood, sweat, and tears.

Because love means facing your biggest fears"

how sweet~ awwww~

work has been *hit!!


唉～有那种上司真的对一个基督徒不好。人有限，被激的时候就很想骂粗话诅咒你可是这是不对的！只能忍气吞声～好无奈丫～

还好这里还有blogger给我发泄情绪。因为没有一个公司的人知道我blog 的web add。而且我也不打算跟任何人知道。facebook已近是一个我要万万小心的地方不可随便发言，否则后果难堪对我不利丫！facebook又有add了很多公司的人，虽然给他们知道没关系因为大家都是同感。可是重点是我够傻的去add了我的吖头！～有够傻的！

而且已近有人因为facebook上留言在公司的不满等等就在上班时被“她”骂！唉～无奈啊无奈！连在公司以外的私人空间也要被“她”和“她（狗）”控制，什么嘛～去吃屎吧你们两！两个在一起的时候就会擦出好大的暴风雨，但被裁撒时就什么都不是。唉～为什么世界上会有如此无聊的人呢？？

我只能说，三年了，够了，拿了13个月就。。。永别了这女主人与狗狗的无聊游戏！

Think about His love
Think about His goodness
Think about His grace
That has brought us thru

For as high as the heaven above
So great is the measure of our Father's love
Great is the measure of our Father's love

we walked down the same road
we're becoming more alike
i'm just surprised
i'm just thankful
i just love you

just happen to came across a email send by daddy.

If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then: H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And: K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%

But: A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E 1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E- O-F- G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

COOL! :D

anyway, on leave today tml and friday. went to bird part today with baby for his post birthday celebration. haha!

quite okay la. rained in the morning but after that the whether was great after that! :D thank God. but we both concluded that it's better going to zoo. ya.. lazy to post pictures. another time..hehe.

回家的整个路程一直在告诉自己是不可能，不可能，不可能。他，是不可能会突然的出现在我面前。他，是不可能接我下班。他，是不可能在我家楼下等我。一直的在告诉自己不可能所以才不会一直抱着希望，好过他弄我伤心。一开始就知道是不可能，就先把自己的那还在抱着希望的念头打掉。不是更好吗？酱我就不会伤心了。。。。。。吗?

I'M GONNA BUY 唐禹哲 NEWEST ALBUM. D一秒 THE FIRST SECOND!



帅！赞！棒！

today is my birthday! outing to the zoo with baby! and so happened that erjie and xl went too! went there together and meet 4 times without planning. so un-planned! haha!

took many photos happily and altogether took like almost 200! oh my! i was shocked too! haha, didn't realised that i took so much. hehe. of course i wont post all la, that would be mad! haha. just some.

the ones i post are mainly those that i took during feeding time. too bad i had a lousy camera if not the pictures would be great!

for example this one. the lepord and jagua were so close to me! but not got picture. :(

and this! managed to capture quite a few of these kinda shots. where the tiger leaped to catch the meat mid air. but blame my lousy camera. if not the picture would really turn out real good!

see the giraffe stick out it's tongue! hehe!~

the eyes of the white tiger! :O

see so close!

happy day! thank you baby! i enjoyed myself today! i love you (: i thank God for letting me know you (:

hello!
went for FHA (Food Hotel Asia) today!


i donno why am i F&B operator~ sould be under Bakery/ Confectionery..oh well~

baby wear until so handsome today! haha! cause we had to dress smart casual for FHA. not shorts & t-shirts allowed nor flip flops.

3/4 of the things were about the same as from the one 2 years ago. only 1/4 of them were different. and there was this rice cube thing and it cost SD$40 EACH! oh my~ so expensive who would buy.

went to the competetion area but all ended already. was already on display. took many photos but donno if it's okay to post it so i just didn't post any. i can show you personally if you're interested.. yup.

anyway, went to changi air-port T3 for popeye for dinner. was so hungry i ate soooo much more than usual!!!! HAHA! even baby was amazed! haha~ then saw this super long slide like 3 levels at T3. was so excited and went to go see where it started from but the extrance was totally blocked, "coming soon" -.-!

and then mrt-ed hom by circle line. reached home within an hour from air-port! super fast ! haha! gonna try taking circle line home from work tml. it SHOULD be faster and cheaper. yup. a collegue of mine save 60 cents daily from transport. it's alot if it's every day okay~ that's saving up to $4 weekly, $16 monthly!

so shall see how (: anyway, baby said my cooking skills have improved! (:

hellos (:

it's been 2 weeks since i started working on morning shift. things have been good. have not been doing anything wrong to "on-car" haha! good (:

anyways, today was great. went to church as usual and started to use the new laptop for 2nd service. it's red! so nice! my favourite color. hehe~ then bused to baby's house for lunch. he cooked 肉骨茶 and 薏米水 for lunch. yum yum! better than the last time one. yup. the watched cd and then rested awhile then off to bugis for shopping! (:

spent $53 altogether on a long shirt $10, demin skirt $33 and a 3quarters $10. many things at bigis today were all $10. wonder why. haha. happy happy day (:

off to sleep now. byebye (:

hello! i've finally started my road of becoming a Good house wife! hehe! (: have been cooking lunch to work for me and baby since i started morning shift.
3 purpose :
1. save money!
2. for me to slowly improve my cooking skills
3. for baby to taste my wonderful cooking! (:





anyway~ cooked fried fried rice today (: was a success! turn out good (: at least better than that long ago previous time when i cooked friend rice which everyone thought it was sticky porridge~ -.-! haha!

cooked spagitti 2 days ago. and it was good too (: and baby say my cooking is improving! hehe! well actually i cook every other day. not everyday. hehe~ so now my blog is mainly gonna be posted with new recepies i try for lunches (: as in not recepies recepies but~ oh well, you'll get it when you read on next time. hehe!

bye~

i'm surprised that my dad actually reads my blog! HELLO DADDY! (:

it's been some time since i last blogged. hehe. bible study tml for the first time this year. i'm quite okay now with baby going back to jb and not meeting me on sundays. as in it's been some time already. which means i've grown up! HEHE!

and i bet baby still never read my blog. oh well~

anyway, this morning something happened. a cupnoodle fell on my right thigh. a cupnoodle that was just made. super hot water. i shouted and daddy just came over and stare at me! my leg was burning man! but i just went to work as usual. did effected my walking alittle. yea. but now it's not red anymore but i can feel that pain still...

okay byebye~

蕭敬騰-阿飛的小蝴蝶KTV

CUTE!

今天MC。又拉肚子又来那个，哇～真是有够恶心的啦。

刚从JB回来不久。冲了个凉总是舒服多。这次过去既然需要掭那个白卡，但上一次又说不需要了。唉～搞不懂啦。

宝贝买了个新包包给我！呵呵！一个包包，三个功能/用法。很好！我很喜欢！呵呵。原本要买哪个白色的，但最后想起白色的都会变黄就算了，买黑色的比较好啦。而且就算肮脏了也看不清楚！呵呵～

这两天开心开心！感谢主让我认识宝贝。。因为他，跟祂，都对我很好！

baby 回来后对我特别好内！很疼很特我哦！好sweet哦！

anyway, chinese new year have been good so far. work is getting better too, just about me, some times being too excited and then get into trouble. haha.

星期六要去jb。去baby家拜年。他说他妈妈会煮很多好吃的给我，好期待哦！呵呵～

you are being missed. 1 week without you.

look at him. so engross in playing bubblepop on i touch. HAHA!

everything's okay now and it's been so happy. (: i thank god we both talked our unhappiness out. there was definately crying and stuffs but it all turned out good.

am on leave these few days and it has been great with his company. went shopping at china town with parents on wednesday. bought many many stuffs! (:

then on thursday was out the whole day with him! tell me how good this can be (: first he came over my place to pick me and we went shopping! and say hello to our new i touch! HEHE! we were both so excited! hehe.

to be continued~

无奈 无奈 无奈 无奈 无奈～！！！！！！

宁愿弄我生气，让我伤心，跟我悔约，也要跟朋友出去。谢谢你！

have so many things to say. let's start with work..

work have been okay~ not as enjoyable as last time cause the people who i'm comfortable are all gone. not gone gone, but either change shift or change department. yea~ but that's what work is all about, not a place for you to get comfortable with and stuffs. but still i'll feel sad, i feel as if i'm working all alone. in actual fact i am cause..... 0.0 cant be bothered to say~ stupid stuffs.

but since the start of this week have been getting better. a collegue change to the same shift as me and i'm quite enjoying it. she's a weaker on who needs more attention at work. and i tend to have a weak spot for weaker people. i enjoy teaching her and stuffs. but i hope it wont reach my limit and i end up scolding her. that'll be bad~

oh oh. and just as i thought. the 2 new 17year old little singaporean girl quit their course just yeaterday. small girls who cant take hard jobs like this. terrible~ just knew they wont stay long on the first day they came. haha.

am clearing leave next week and have already mainly planned on what i'll do. mainly going out with parents for CNY shopping. out with lover!!!! (been sooo super long). and of course going to fetch baby after work for the first time. he's so excited about it. HAHA! like small kid.

oh oh~ i cant meet norasmalina cause she's schooling and examing that few days. sad~ :(

now about something that i just wanna shout out. i feel that gaming stands a much bigger place compaired to me in he's life. he's always saying i'm his everything, yes i'm his everything but gaming is his EVERYTHING. 0.0

it's been so long, have i not gotten used to it? hai~ what can i say. have told him many times how i felt and he say he'll try to not make me feel that way and will put in more effort to understand my feeling. but i don see him doing anything. oh well~

and it's been twice that i wanted to give him a surprise but both times ended up in a mess that i'm crying. so stupid of me~

okay. don wanna talk about that any more.

saw norasmalina today at amk just now. hehe. hugged her and was so happy! hehe!.

okay bye~ :D

盧廣仲快閃GOGO舞教學

am in love with this song now. my new song to challenge to sing! HEHE!

雨爱 （‘海派甜心’片尾曲）- 杨丞琳



窗外的天气
就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清

离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love

窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

冷冷的空气很窒息
我无法呼吸
一万颗雨滴的距离
很彻底让爱消失无息

离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love

久违的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽