It's not helping at all

You and your warped minded thinking will get you no where better on your human relations skills. Your replies are still full of "I", "I'm sure", "Pretty sure to me". What you going to get from me is nothing in return. It'll just make me build up more walls against you. It's not helping at all.

Things have not been going pretty smooth for me as expected. Ever since the blind courage of me that made that prayer and gotten my answer right the next day. It scares me. Your replies are making it harder for everything to carry on. I don't know what to do with you any more.

And extra work load came just at the right time, the month end when I have the most things to handle. This is horrible. A very bad day indeed today.

Rekindle

The biannual church camp is over in a flash and I've gain a little bit more experience of how the camp is being run. Never will there be any one camp that goes exactly accordingly as planned. Various factor affecting to last minute changes and we have to make things go with the flow and keep every one happy.

So much decision and pre-planning involved. Thought I'm just in the advance party, but still it's little steps to being involved more. Sign-on Camp Committee that what some say of me. But why not? Thanks to the huge gap of lost members between us and the slightly younger older adults, we are forced to slowly take up more and more responsibilities.

Well, everything is in God's time. Now I know why it happened.

On a lighter note, definitely enjoyed the camp with my batch mates. Not so much time spent with the family cause I was committed to the camp instead of family. Sorry my dearest beautiful sister who thought she could have more time with me. But you know, your adorable younger sister is a sign-on camp committee. Ha!