为什么我总是在依赖别人能？我不喜欢这种感觉，就好象觉得我自己很没用，很没出息，很软弱。真的很讨厌这样子的我。我一直都以为自己是很可以靠自己的，可是。。。

edited/ 9.50pm

bought new shoe today! :D yeah. yes yes, again from converse. HAHA. cause i'll always get 15% off from there ma. i've got the member ship card :D yeah~ (:



and something happened today! so happy! ting told mi about it and it's all just that i think too much! teehee. not gonna tell what the thing is about lar. but the main thing is just that it all comes down to mi, thinkin too much. when actually it's nth much at all, den i go think too much and it becomes one big problem. make mi so sad all along.

but now i'm alright le! really la, the smile on my face was so great when i got to know about it lar. so so so happy! HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. my happiness then was indescriable. yup. :D and don bother go askin ting about anything. HAHA. :D XD

byebye!

now i can smile in my dreams :D