It's the time again. Study stress falling in just like how it all happened last sem. Why is it so different when I'm in uni. Never had I felt such stress before not even for O Levels. All the negative thoughts just flows in like a never ending tap. Falling sick off and on since 2 weeks coming to 3 weeks. Losing apatite day by day and it's not helping in me reviving fully. This is not going anyway. URGH!
6 mths since we all know each other, and I never thought that a few of us would have come so far getting so much closer. Just a hug and it makes everything so much more easier bearable. But yet I'm still being very cautious, afraid that history would happen again like it always does. I wonder if there's anyone out there like me.
This is crazy. All the negativeness needs to stop, but it seems like a never ending tap of negative flowing into me. If only I know there's someone out there praying for me. Maybe it'll all be alright. But there's one thing for sure, my Heavenly Father is silently feeling sad for me as I am. That's definitely comforting.
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